If I was born with just one talent…

[reticulator]

I could hang on to it, just one thing I could be passionate about and excel at, but no matter what I enjoyed and put effort, the most I could become was middling or average at it, never great, maybe just borderline "good". The only thing I relied on when I was young was my looks, but as a man that can't take you all the way.

I was also relentlessly bullied as a kid, which didn't help matters. It even caused me to lash out at bullies in my jobs that caused me to get fired. The bullies always seem to prosper somehow, but the targets , the one time you finally fight back you face all of the horrible consequences.

 

[hurb]

its very irritating to not excel at anything. and with the internet we get to see so much and be aware of how mid we are.
it's all just variables

 

[reticulator]

its very irritating to not excel at anything. and with the internet we get to see so much and be aware of how mid we are.
it's all just variables

Yeah like even when I played competitive video games, I barely got past plat. And I spent hours and hours when I could have been studying ( which I wasn't very good at either).. haha. My brain is just slow and dumb.

its very irritating to not excel at anything. and with the internet we get to see so much and be aware of how mid we are.
it's all just variables

I enjoyed it alot but even then I could never excel, which just proves I have no talent.

 

[hurb]

ye its frustrating , because u know someone out there that never touched a mouse would be able to outperform u , in no time. life isnt fair.
I wouldnt have cared if other stuff worked out for me. because deep down all that matters is creating some sort of a good place for urself say having good company etc. but even that requires u to be lucky. pisses me off

 

[reticulator]

ye its frustrating , because u know someone out there that never touched a mouse would be able to outperform u , in no time. life isnt fair.
I wouldnt have cared if other stuff worked out for me. because deep down all that matters is creating some sort of a good place for urself say having good company etc. but even that requires u to be lucky. pisses me off

Yup and I never had good social skills, or ability to learn new languages. I could just do repetitive and easy things lol

ye its frustrating , because u know someone out there that never touched a mouse would be able to outperform u , in no time. life isnt fair.
I wouldnt have cared if other stuff worked out for me. because deep down all that matters is creating some sort of a good place for urself say having good company etc. but even that requires u to be lucky. pisses me off

I was born with caveman brain in the modern era. Haha