Quinlor
The stranger
- Feb 21, 2019
- 1,065
Every morning I have the same sensation. My family is the unique reason or hitch for I still a live...
I used to live alone and tried to CTB two times so I know that feeling, mate.
Hope you can find peace soon.
Hope you can find peace soon.
antigone_iris
Wizard
- Oct 25, 2020
- 650
LoneMisery
Student
- Jan 23, 2022
- 125
Im currently working on getting clean to get a good job in order to move out on my own away from family. Away from leaning on and asking for help.
Only then will i know for sure i want to do it. But anytime i achieve any goal in life big or small the feeling still there.
In fact anytime someone tells me anything nice about me i instantly get angry and think of every possible reason why theyre wrong.
Im hoping being on my own will finally make me feel so alone that i can finally ctb. I also wouldnt want anybody to kno where i live either. Its why i deleted all social media. Anything with locations or pictures of what im doing. Gone. I hope to be alao.
Only then will i know for sure i want to do it. But anytime i achieve any goal in life big or small the feeling still there.
In fact anytime someone tells me anything nice about me i instantly get angry and think of every possible reason why theyre wrong.
Im hoping being on my own will finally make me feel so alone that i can finally ctb. I also wouldnt want anybody to kno where i live either. Its why i deleted all social media. Anything with locations or pictures of what im doing. Gone. I hope to be alao.
