idk

[whatisame10]

I don't know why I am here again. I don't know anything. I don't know why I'm alive, why I was born like this. I'm contemplating again if I should do it. I want so badly for this to be over all this pain. I just want to be able to rest and not have to do anything. I don't know if I'm just incredible lazy or depressed but I can't get myself to do anything anymore. It's such a horrible feeling knowing how useless I am. I don't want to die, I just want to rest. I'm so tired of this

 

[absolute failure]

i feel like you, too lazy to even exist

 

[ropemaxxingorsmth]

real

 

[weirdworld]

try doing stimulants like meth or coke... this is not healthy advice obviously but it is better than CTB and will make you feel alive and productive for a while.