Siamese Believe
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- Dec 8, 2025
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It's way too risky. This is why I've planned to just stab the left ventricle. I feel as though this is the only way I can truly assure that I'll actually die, and quickly. Even if it is painful.
It may sound risky and silly but I don't have many options. I wish I had a gun to simply be done with this in an instant but I don't have that privilege. And jumping can't be an option because I'll never have the courage, I've always been terrified of heights, even outside of suicide.
At least I know if I barricade the room and stab the left ventricle, not even a wizard could save me in time. There's nothing anyone could do.
It's mainly gonna be that first thrust that will be incredibly painful. After that, unconsciousness should be quickly coming, especially when I yank the knife back out.
It may sound risky and silly but I don't have many options. I wish I had a gun to simply be done with this in an instant but I don't have that privilege. And jumping can't be an option because I'll never have the courage, I've always been terrified of heights, even outside of suicide.
At least I know if I barricade the room and stab the left ventricle, not even a wizard could save me in time. There's nothing anyone could do.
It's mainly gonna be that first thrust that will be incredibly painful. After that, unconsciousness should be quickly coming, especially when I yank the knife back out.
