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mafulie

mafulie

eilah
Jun 1, 2025
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thinking about ctb has always been something that gave me comfort and peace eversince i was 12 (im 22 now).

recently, planning for it and gathering things that will help me ctb is the thing that brings me comfort. since just thinking about ctb doesn't work anymore.

i have known since i was young that this is how it will all end. by my own hands. i plan to ctb in a few months and my main method of ctb would be the car exhaust method. just not sure about the effectiveness of it and what not. any tips? thank you

(btw i will be pissed drunk during the method since it also helps me feel more peaceful).
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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my main method of ctb would be the car exhaust method. just not sure about the effectiveness of it and what not. any tips? thank you
Welcome to the forum!

The car exhaust method isn't working well anymore bc of modern catalytic converters. It's better to use charcoal.

Here's a guide and the Megathread:


 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Wizard
Mar 15, 2025
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The thought of it brings me peace as well, as does the thought that even if I never work up the courage, I will eventually die anyway. But I agree, it's soothing for me.
 
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mafulie

mafulie

eilah
Jun 1, 2025
3
Welcome to the forum!

The car exhaust method isn't working well anymore bc of modern catalytic converters. It's better to use charcoal.

Here's a guide and the Megathread:


thank you for informing me. guess i have to bust out the hibachi grills at some point.
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
432
The only thing that makes me happy is that there is death. And that it will come if you call it correctly. I have also already cleared out some space in the closet where I put things that I will need for the day X
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, for me non-existence is the only peace and is all I hope for, I'd just never wish for this cruel, torturous existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to never suffer again, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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