Venting Id like to quit life

[patpat]

I'd like to quit life. I'm breaking over and over and over and it never stops. I'm trapped. I'm stuck in a job that's so hard on my body and mind it's crushing me.
I got a great bf but he doesn't get it. To everyone I'm just a happy go lucky(short temper when in pain)
Even when I'm happy I still don't wanna be here.
I love myself but still fantisze about dying.

 

[SomewhatLoved]

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling like this. Life is anything but fair and no one should have to go through this. What exactly are you struggling with? You talk about breaking and being in pain, are you facing illness?

 

[Vorty30]

+ 1

 

[kitkat9234]

I feel the same. Trapped.