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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
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I've had these things happen the last couple days. I won't go into it u less someone wants me too.

But he's going along the plot lines of the film smile! It makes total sense! It's amazing I am so proud of myself for working out it but I know I can't stop it so I don't know how to feel.

I have my windows and doors covered I. Paper and now also foil. My mam said to not think about it.
I am happy but I'm also worried as I have no human interaction that it's going into my dog. She said it wasn't I looked at her and asked her but it feels it I'm so worried it is going into her.

I don't want her to hurt. I don't understand
 
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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
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See I can even still go to work. As long as there's metal or like the foil I should be ok. Tho I will also have to cover my phone I. Foil when I go out. Just incase.

But I go from my home which is sealed up, to my car which is metal to my work which is a massive metal building.

Ha! See. I know.

Taking my dog for a walk I just have some foil in my hat covering my head and phone left in the house
 
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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
187
Well I've just been watching a YouTube video, someone who does funny things etc. and he has managed to get into my tablet. She stared down the screen and said the Lord's Prayer when talking about something. She NEVER does things like that - I have it written on my door so I can protect my house etc but now he's mocking me!

I had to switch the tablet off. I really thought my house was sealed
 
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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
187
So I felt ok before. A bit upset. We'll. a lot honestly. Because how did he get into my tablet?


I'm now sitting freaked out. I have everything covered so how did he do that. I don't know.

I have my cpn today and I'm scared if it's her doing this. I dunno. How can he do that if it's not them.

I feel really upset by it now as it's day 7 or day 8 depending what day he started on.

And that's the death day. I have my rope all set up and SN should be here v soon. When does he want it to happen like how do i find out
 
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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
187
I'm freaked. I made it past day 7. NO ONE makes it past day 7.

I have my home covered so maybe that's why? But what does he want? I can't really go outside and have missed 2 days of work.

Because I don't know what he wants. I know he wants me but in what context. I know I have to die. That's a given. But why let me last past 7 days??
 
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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
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My SN just arrived. THAT is why passed the 7 days
 

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