I wish there was a button i could press to end it

[whitepriest]

I am afraid of ALL the methods and YES I want to die. God this is such a nightmare. What have I done to deserve this?

 

[Malice1]

I am afraid of ALL the methods and YES I want to die. God this is such a nightmare. What have I done to deserve this?

Even the painless methods your afraid of? Just curious.

 

[whitepriest]

Like what? Nembutal? Yes. The psychological barrier is high.

 

[Deleted member 847]

Meditation helps you psychologically. Don't identify with your ego and stop seeing the world like a human being with morals, beliefs and mental constructs. See it for what it really is. Matter in motion. No good, no evil. No right, no wrong. No desires (you are already everything). Watch Alan Watts videos.

 

[Malice1]

Like what? Nembutal? Yes. The psychological barrier is high.

Yes like nembutal. Well i'm sorry to hear that. A button certainly would be easier and i agree, the psychological barrier and survival instinct is a bitch to overcome.

 

[HelpPlease]

Me too no one can imagine what I have been through

 

[Roger]

Me too no one can imagine what I have been through

No, maybe not. But I feel like that too. And I know I have further horrors coming down the line.

 

[Grief]

No, maybe not. But I feel like that too. And I know I have further horrors coming down the line.

Like what?

 

[ExitTheDay]

That would be too easy in my opinion, and nothing in this pathetic life is meant to be easy, I geuss I'm coming to terms with that and I just need to move on and accept this fate