dumbnhappy
just say it ditto
- May 22, 2024
- 51
man what i wouldnt do to have lived life as someone else. i did everything wrong. and when i tried to do things the right way, i still messed up. im just a huge failure, every day i wonder how much happier i would be if i was prettier or taller or smarter or more hard working. if i had parents that loved each other and loved me, if i was born some place else, if i was named something else. then would things be different? but i know they wouldnt be different because the problem is me. my soul is just not lovable and not special. no one will ever truly want me in my real natural state. im a garbage human being, and i probably deserve to feel everything im feeling
