I fantasize about my death a lot. I imagine shooting myself in the head at the parking at work. I try to play out the rest of the scenario in my head. I then realize I won't be able to watch what happens next. People's true feelings about you come out after you die, especially by suicide. I don't even care if these people are glad I'm gone. I just want to watch.
TransTaxEvader
what's next?
- Feb 22, 2025
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I do the same unfortunately. I wish to become a spirit afterwards. Able to roam around free from bondage, and see whatever I want to. I hope you find peace my friend.
I wouldn't want to know what happens afterwards. Would be nice if someone other than family went to my funeral I guess.
The one thing that puts me off the thought of death is the fact the certain thing about it is that we won't know what happens afterwards. I honestly don't care how people react, I just want to know what happens.
