I will not be missed

[lostforever77]

I have been thinking of this for a long time now. My life has been pretty hard. So much abuse, neglect, mental challenges. But honestly I would have probably have put up with all of it, but the loneliness is really though. Some days I just really do believe that no one would care if they woke up and I was no longer around, I mean their life's will just go on like usual. Some, and I am not 100 percent sure of this, would miss me for a few days. Then it would go back to ..Remember Lost..if even that much. Honestly I just no longer want to be here, and not sure if anyone else wants me here either. I hope every one take care, and have a good night.

 

[Z-A]

Fortunately, you won't be able to witness their reaction as you'd be unaware after death.

 

[tsumihoroboshi]

i'm sorry you're feeling this way. i feel the exact same way. you're just there to fill space but you have no actual meaningful impact on anyone's lives. it's a terrible feelings..

 

[Euthanza]

Yeah, I missed my adolescence besties, eventhough they're there but things had changed a lot

 

[Death is my goal]

isn't this a good thing? you won't hurt anyone by your ctb