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Astronomer

Astronomer

Mentally, i'm in space, in reality, i am in hell.
Oct 6, 2020
155
in 2020 with the COVID lockdowns and dealing with whatever ever you were doing with, life was pretty scary so many people were desperate, after a serious attempt on my life in 2020 i was in hospital for 6 months, coming back to my inbox was so traumatizing for me and realising 99% percent of the people i spoke to on here are mostly dead. I should be with them.

I find it very hard to post on here now, i love this space for people like us, but the trauma of getting to know so many people and losing them makes me so so sad, so i keep myself to myself on here now but i do read the website every day and i just wanna send a 🤗 to you all, the world is defiantly a scarier place now.

I know a lot of people here make friends with each other, cherish them and carry on being kind, to some of these people you're all they have at the last hours on this earth.

There's a lot of people i could post about to remember, but i can't go through there pages, i don't have the mental for it. But i do want to let you know there was a awesome woman on here called depressedsally who killed herself in a tent in the middle of nowhere, i've never forgotten you.....
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

So where's the bus stop?
May 17, 2024
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Coming here is like secondary to all that I do. When I meet people who are awesome, yet suddenly they end up gone after presumably ctbing, it breaks my heart. Alessa was a woman I knew who had a beautiful soul and then took her own life. I miss her every single day.
 
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Astronomer

Astronomer

Mentally, i'm in space, in reality, i am in hell.
Oct 6, 2020
155
Coming here is like secondary to all that I do. When I meet people who are awesome, yet suddenly they end up gone after presumably ctbing, it breaks my heart. Alessa was a woman I knew who had a beautiful soul and then took her own life. I miss her every single day.

I'm sorry about Alessa, you sound like a great friend. I wish you the best 😊 thanks for posting
 
bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
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in 2020 with the COVID lockdowns and dealing with whatever ever you were doing with, life was pretty scary so many people were desperate, after a serious attempt on my life in 2020 i was in hospital for 6 months, coming back to my inbox was so traumatizing for me and realising 99% percent of the people i spoke to on here are mostly dead. I should be with them.

I find it very hard to post on here now, i love this space for people like us, but the trauma of getting to know so many people and losing them makes me so so sad, so i keep myself to myself on here now but i do read the website every day and i just wanna send a 🤗 to you all, the world is defiantly a scarier place now.

I know a lot of people here make friends with each other, cherish them and carry on being kind, to some of these people you're all they have at the last hours on this earth.

There's a lot of people i could post about to remember, but i can't go through there pages, i don't have the mental for it. But i do want to let you know there was a awesome woman on here called depressedsally who killed herself in a tent in the middle of nowhere, i've never forgotten you.....
Aren't they lucky? I think they're lucky. They're dead now. They don't have to deal with what we have to deal with.




But mostly they're lucky to have had Someone Like You who remembers them and reminisces.


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