Sorry to hear. How is the therapy?
It's pretty annoying, they're focusing on managing emotions and breathing instead of finding any solution to why I feel this way. What's the point of living if you still have to live with all the bad but you just learn to bottle it. I'd rather just not contribute to society and die.
On one hand, I can imagine that you don't find it convenient because you might not feel free to share what you feel freely.
On the other hand, it shows that your parents care about you.... except if it is just to spy you and not help you. (I don't know your situation)
It might be a good opportunity for you to express why you feel like that to them even if they might not like/fully integrate what you have to say.
Did they found you while lurking? because you only have one post.
If you cannot reply, it is okay.
*HUGS*
This is a new account, I had a lot on another, you may have even seen some of my other posts from my old account. I was found by someone on the forum and they told my parents. I won't say a lot because they may recognise me.
My parents made me disable my old account and have been watching it for changes to see if I go back on it. They do care about me, but they can be very overbaring and my problems can't really be fixed by anyone other than myself but they're life long problems, not just something to buckle down and get done and it's over.
That must be a hard situation to be in. I wish you the best.
Thank you <3 Big hugs back
Oh dear, I'm sorry to hear this. I hope it can open up an open and constructive discussion with your parents as to why you felt the need to join a suicide forum.
I'm beyond caring if someone had to find me on SS, but my situation is different to yours.
I'm not fussed about them finding me, It's a massive inconveniance and they took away my SN, I've chosen another chemical now that is easier to get and harder to recognise. I just hate worrying them and because they're worried about me it limits what I can do and what they can do.