I want to recover

[desperate321]

I would like to stop being suicidal and start to enjoy life. I want to live not to survive.

I suffered a psychotic episode last winter and lost my partner and the people I thaught were my family. Now I have nothing left to live for. I haven't had a job in years because of my bipolar. I was in remission for years and this episode from last winter completely ruined my life.

Anyone here have similar experience and got their life back somehow?

 

[KlixxFoxe]

What are your relationships with your family? I think you can try to reconnect with them for now. That would be a great first step!

 

[desperate321]

Thank you, that is good advice. I moved back to living with my dad and my brother. My dad has alzheimer so it's not easy either.