Venting I want to kill myself because of my looks

[Yone]

I am way too hideous, been bullied my entire life for my height, face and the fact that I wear glasses.
People are so ignorant whenever they tell you not to end your life because they have never experienced this hell, the trauma during your formative years will inevitably shape your personality and how you carry yourself.
All I want to do now is to kill myself and hopefully will by the end of the month.
I am looking in the mirror and experience true terror maybe they were right after all...

 

[kufajoy]

People are so toxic. Most of us care more about outside cosmetics then the person hearts. I know it's hurts to accept yourself after hearing all those bullshit. I'm kindda in a same situation but in a different way. Maybe try to cut those disrespectful people from your life instead of cutting yourself from your life please? ;)

I hope you feel a better soon. Sending love

 

[whywere]

I KNOW the feeling. Mine was back in the 1960's and early 1970's BUT still the same

I have always been a tall lanky guy with zero muscles, that is the way GOD made me.

Back in high school I got beat up because I was string bean and was terrible at physical education and gals would turn the other way.

Did not care what anyone thought then and still do not.

After getting out on my own, guess what, the ladies liked my string bean look, why? have no idea, but dating was interesting.

You are BEAUTIFUL and you have so much to give yourself and others.

NEVER EVER let ANYONE get you down, tune me out and remember that you will do GREAT!

I am 69, reference point, and all the folks way back when, did NOTHING with their life and I have had a wonderful career and have been all over the place.

You ARE a wonderfully loving kind and caring soul.

You are a VERY intelligent person, and you are family and a great friend to for me, as I have no family nor friends, no friends, as whenever someone wants to be a friend they always want something like money and I do not buy friends ever.

Keep your head up and be proud, I am proud of you.

Walter

 

[Luke27]

I am way too hideous, been bullied my entire life for my height, face and the fact that I wear glasses.
People are so ignorant whenever they tell you not to end your life because they have never experienced this hell, the trauma during your formative years will inevitably shape your personality and how you carry yourself.
All I want to do now is to kill myself and hopefully will by the end of the month.
I am looking in the mirror and experience true terror maybe they were right after all...

I'm good looking but I've never gotten my share

 

[doomedbynarrative]

I get it. I was born with a visible defect and poor so if I wasn't bullied for one it was the other.

Society and people in it can be cruel and stupid. You're worth more than your looks, I can promise you that. And even then not being pretty does not mean you are hideous. There's a lot of beauty to be found in the way people smile or speak or feel. A lot of people in my life that I love are not considered beautiful by society at all but I think they are beautiful people and that's what matters.