i want to disappear so bad

[vi0lence]

but death absolutely does scare me. i'd love for everything to stop right now, but first i'd have to do something like hanging myself. and that terrifies me. i'm so fucjing tired of life but i lack the balls to leave it behind

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to disappear, I wish for the same, if it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I also feel so tired of suffering here.

 

[Defenestration]

Me too i want to disappear.
Its normal to feel anxiety .
I understand you