I want to CTB because I look horrible

[zdeweilx]

Can someone tell me in private if i should CTB based on my ugly looks please.
I need motivation to do it

 

[U. A.]

Well, no, you shouldn't is my opinion, and anyone who tells you that you should is a sadistic blackpiller.
Yes people are fucking shallow but unless you are being severely inescapably abused strictly because of your appearance, this is not a good reason to literally kill yourself.
Feeling down because you don't match society's attractiveness standard is one thing. Dying over it is another.

 

[zdeweilx]

Well, no, you shouldn't is my opinion, and anyone who tells you that you should is a sadistic blackpiller.
Yes people are fucking shallow but unless you are being severely inescapably abused strictly because of your appearance, this is not a good reason to literally kill yourself.
Feeling down because you don't match society's attractiveness standard is one thing. Dying over it is another.

Thanks, but i look very horrible and it wasted my life. On top of having incurable illnesses, having been abused by my genitors as a child, and so on. I could've moved on from this and restarted a new life if i had good looks, but i dont.

 

[darksouls]

society is abomination

 

[nightlighter]

hey man I dont know what you look like but as someone who suffered with this same idea for 5 years i understand why you think its the very end of everything. have people told you things that have made you believe you look horrible? or is it self proclaimed? it is infact never over to be fair, im happy to talk to about this in private as you said and what not. whatever bp mindset you follow, know its made to make you feel like shit, that whole community and idea is a mess and because you focus on the thought that you believe you look horrible you link every bad thing that happens to you back to it.

 

[zdeweilx]

society is abomination

It is

hey man I dont know what you look like but as someone who suffered with this same idea for 5 years i understand why you think its the very end of everything. have people told you things that have made you believe you look horrible? or is it self proclaimed? it is infact never over to be fair, im happy to talk to about this in private as you said and what not. whatever bp mindset you follow, know its made to make you feel like shit, that whole community and idea is a mess and because you focus on the thought that you believe you look horrible you link every bad thing that happens to you back to it.

Hey, thanks for your answer. To be honest i can tell i'm horrible by seeing how people treat me in general, i'm always being ignored or not being taken seriously, i don't even identify as a blackpiller, most blackpillers are a bit retarded to me, but i do think looks can make or break a man's life and sadly i ended up on the wrong side of the coin

 

[soul2realm]

I did go through a similar phase during my teen years, since I was fat as well and not because I ate too much but due to a hormonal imbalance that never got rectified. Society is nothing but people with hollow hearts that constantly look for things to fill their void even at someone else's expense. I stopped looking at the mirror and made a pact to myself that I am who I am and don't give a dash to what others may think of me. It doesn't change their perspective, but it sure helps me.
An incident that recently happened, one of my friends who suffered from obesity her entire life have recently started to lose weight. I never ever in our friendship ever said or hinted at her weight. In fact I always encouraged her persona and gave her compliments on her other qualities. I recently met her after a year and recently i had put on some weight due to my kidney stone issue. I complimented her that she looked good and in return the first thing out of her mouth is, but you have put on weight. I was a bit shaken, but I smiled and moved on.
So no matter what you do ppl will have the obnoxious audacity to pull you down as they cannot stand the fact that you might turn towards getting better than them.
You are a beautiful soul and kindness is far, far superior to any outer beauty. And that what really matters.