I want to ctb and no ones here

[Catcrazygirl]

I've been breaking down for a few hours now, partner won't wake up for me, my distanced friend is asleep, and helpline wouldn't take my call. It just seems odd- I'm going to attempt ctb, and no ones here to even try and stop me.

 

[SVEN]

If you want support in stopping, please try and recognise you're really upset and distressed at the moment. This is no time to be taking that one way trip.

 

[whywere]

I 100% agree with @SVEN as it is one and done. Upset and emotional is a reminder to take a step back, relax as much as possible and let the moment pass.

I want and need folks like YOU and please do NOT try something now, it will pass.

I have had 2 attempts, and both were VERY emotional and looking back I was lucky.

Lots of huge hugs, love and the knowledge that YOU are a very important and loving soul. With no family nor friends except all the folks here, I care for you as family.

Walter