I want to cmmit suiכide because I'm a fat obseesive eater

[paredler]

I'm a 31 year old gay male and I hate my body so much I want out of it. It's not even my biggest problem, but this alone is already hard enough for me. I'm rejected by other guys, especially muscular guys I'm attracted to so much and want to look like. I get that it takes hard work and discipline to be muscular and I'm a lazy monster who eats everything but I just want to vent about the unfair laws of biology are. I hate needing sugar, I hate being programmed to avoid pain, I hate feeling tired, sad and in fear all the time for 11 years. I can't win this game.

 

[Kimlett]

It's like I've written this myself. I'm also a gay fat male, I hate my body and I can't change cause I'm addicted to food. My boyfriend likes me however. There are guys in good shape who feel attracted to fat bodies, not many but I hope you can find anyone. I'm with you, I wish I was different, It's not fair.

 

[MissRevlon]

I'm a skinny gay male and i want to CTB

 

[N7_Alliance_Marine]

I'm a 31 year old gay male and I hate my body so much I want out of it.

That's a bad combination. I know most gay guys obsess over dating guys with good bodies.

I'm a lazy monster who eats everything

Me too. Only solution is to cope so we don't rope. I know there are a few sex doll brands that make male ones. This could be something to look into.

 

[LeWantsToDie]

I'm a 31 year old gay male and I hate my body so much I want out of it. It's not even my biggest problem, but this alone is already hard enough for me. I'm rejected by other guys, especially muscular guys I'm attracted to so much and want to look like. I get that it takes hard work and discipline to be muscular and I'm a lazy monster who eats everything but I just want to vent about the unfair laws of biology are. I hate needing sugar, I hate being programmed to avoid pain, I hate feeling tired, sad and in fear all the time for 11 years. I can't win this game.

Honestly, fat and gay doesn't seem like a bad combination. A gay guy I used to know mentioned how he's very into "squishy bears". Double up on the hair (facial, body) and try your chances. The bear aesthetic might be your friend

 

[ebg]

Sorry if this is unenthical advice but you could look into being prescribed Vyvanse if you have access to a psychiatrist. It can be prescribed for binge eating disorder. It cuts your appetite down a lot. Also personally boxing is great exercise and burns a lot of calories, I find enjoyment in it.