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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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I want my memories back of Ashley,
The girl that I knew when we were kids,
Precognition girl,
Future wife,
Future kids,
The future of us getting old,

I get it now,
I need you as much,
As you need me,
Because I don't want to be alone,
For the rest of my life,
Nor do I want to be crazy for the rest of my life,
I know that talking to you was supposedly the only way to get my act together,
You are right I am a danger to society and myself,
I am too smart for my own good,

I want to live for you,
I want to be loved by you,
And I want to be together for as long as we can,
Together forever,
We were meant for each other,
The dreams, the memories, the nightmares, the reality of all of our sanity and insanity within rationality,

I am truly smitten for you,
I wanna be with you Ashley who?
Whoever I am to you,
Whatever I am to you my love,
Please be safe don't let me forget you,
Because what am I without you?

I am nothing.
 
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