I wake up feeling great...for 5 minutes.

[braketimez]

Anyone else experience this? I only have it some days, but...
As soon as I wake up, it's like "okay..hey, I could take on life no problem!"
But it only takes 5 minutes before all the "nasty chemicals" kick into my brain and I remember how shitty I feel about life.
I almost feel a physical rush in my head when it happens.

 

[PainfulGut]

Reminds me of a song, Hope of Morning by Icon for Hire.

I have the opposite of this, I feel terrible in the mornings and filled with dread, but get better throughout the day. The moment before sleep is the best because I can finally fade into painless oblivion, the only downside is the knowledge I will wake up.

 

[braketimez]

Reminds me of a song, Hope of Morning by Icon for Hire.

I have the opposite of this, I feel terrible in the mornings and filled with dread, but get better throughout the day. The moment before sleep is the best because I can finally fade into painless oblivion, the only downside is the knowledge I will wake up.

Damn. This makes total sense.

Yeah..after those first five minutes for me, the dread kicks in. And it's around 5 or 6 pm that I feel decent. Almost like it takes all day for my engine to run smoothly or something.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Same. I don't know why I wake up with a high SI but then I start to wish I were dead. Only feel good while doing exercise or listening to some music.

 

[DeathNoot]

I often have a morning rush that dies out throughout the day. But sometimes its the opposite. The human mind is strange

 

[braketimez]

I often have a morning rush that dies out throughout the day. But sometimes its the opposite. The human mind is strange

Yeah. It really is strange...

Same. I don't know why I wake up with a high SI but then I start to wish I were dead. Only feel good while doing exercise or listening to some music.

I can relate to this.

 

[oxymoron]

Anyone else experience this? I only have it some days, but...
As soon as I wake up, it's like "okay..hey, I could take on life no problem!"
But it only takes 5 minutes before all the "nasty chemicals" kick into my brain and I remember how shitty I feel about life.
I almost feel a physical rush in my head when it happens.

Ditto.

 

[mesohappy]

Get ready for the "seizure" complaints..They will arrive shortly.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Get ready for the "seizure" complaints..They will arrive shortly.

Yes! Rather than complaining, I was considering ignoring OP until the avatar changes. I don't want to, no problem with him/her other than that, but I'm not fond of seizures. Sorry, @braketimez. It's not personal. (Hugging with my eyes closed)

 

[braketimez]

Yes! Rather than complaining, I was considering ignoring OP until the avatar changes. I don't want to, no problem with him/her other than that, but I'm not fond of seizures. Sorry, @braketimez. It's not personal. (Hugging with my eyes closed)

Lmao. Okay, I'll change it.

EDIT: @GoodPersonEffed Better?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Lmao. Okay, I'll change it.

EDIT: @GoodPersonEffed Better?

75% better. :)

 

[braketimez]

75% better. :)

Not 76% or 77%??

 

[s1mplem3]

I usually I feel numb and sleep, but sometimes I wake up and feel so terrible and I wanna cry.

 

[AintNoWayOut]

doesnt take long for reality to set in for me. soon as i start moving im reminded "oh yeah. you're in pain, your body's fucked, the last five years of your life have been torture, you have nothing going for you in life, and its going to stay this way". and from that point on its an uphill battle.