I tried to leave the house to CTB last night but was caught

[bluemistbec]

Hey everyone, I've been a longer time reader of SS but only just made an account to say goodbye. I didn't even know that I'd have an account to say goodbye in time but last night's plans failed. I was going to leave to hang myself but mum caught me (she has been staying up all night on suicide watch) as I was trying to leave and physically grabbed me. She has barely slept though so I think she has to fall asleep tonight and then I can go. The police came around but mum said she would just call the mental health team in 3 hours when they opened as at that point I had promised I would stay home the rest of the night so the police didn't take me to hospital. I'm scared to hurt her but I know I have to do this.

 

[InterstateFlowers]

Hey, I made an account because I could really relate to what you and a ton of others said. I'm glad I can finally reply and talk instead of being lonely. I'm sorry you're going through this and it sucks you that the plan failed, I know how it feels. If you want to talk, please talk to me! I promise you won't be bothering and if it gets scary, it's okay to talk to someone first.

 

[Alec]

It sounds like you are going through a VERY VERY thought time right now, I know how some of these stuff feel I've been in a similar situation, I'm so sorry!!!! Please don't feel alone and remind yourself that I'm with you, I'm thinking about you and PLEASE stay strong! I love you so much!!! I really do!

 

[Lostandfound7]

Damm, I'm so sorry honey..

If it's any consolation to u, we r here for u, so feel free to talk/vent.

And if u decide to stick around longer, we would luv to get to know u betta. I mean that...