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lost_one

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Nov 3, 2024
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Determination. Resolve. Will. Conviction.

I think to go over the survival instinct requires you to have this will power, this determination to just keep going regardless of anything else.

And to live is the same, it's to keep going no matter the discomfort. (I wish I was better at expressing myself)

Both require will, determination. Resolve or conviction cause neither are.going to be easy, both require you to stick to the path you choose no matter what happens.

And I never had that. Zero. I always just did what I was told, I don't think I have an ounce of determination in my body.

Which is why I stay here in limbo.
 
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