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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

Student
Mar 30, 2023
162
Personally, I don't see any other way out. One must go through with it because it is a rational decision for some people, but the SI ruins it all. Fuck this.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I agree, SI is the problem. The rational decision to CTB can be so obvious and the only decision that leads to the final relief but SI disturbs.
 
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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

Student
Mar 30, 2023
162
I agree, SI is the problem. The rational decision to CTB can be so obvious and the only decision that leads to the final relief but SI disturbs.
Yeah, turns out, human mind is not that rational after all. So gross.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
SI is so scary. It affects everybody, even those who really craved death for most of their lives. I truly wonder at how people even manage to overcome SI. I personally feel like I could overcome SI just long enough to do an attempt if I were to use the manic anger stored within me (due to pro lifers forcing me to stay alive). Of course I can't really know what would happen until I were to be put in this position for myself
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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It's fucking annoying. I've been to the point where I was consciously comfortable with dying and my SI still wouldn't let me go. It's why a lot of people use some sort of drugs/alcohol with their attempt to overcome it.
 
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