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kk13

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Feb 2, 2026
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Im not sure what happened exactly. I dont remember when i stepped off tge stool or became unconscious. All i remember is my body flailing around uncontrollably and i was making alot of noise trying to reach for the closet rod. It happened for like 30 seconds and i couldnt stop my body even when my hands could reach the rod.
I didnt understand what was happening i knew your body thrashes around when u go unconscious not before that that. But i dont remember if i ever got unconscious.
 
fishperson

fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
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Try to take a break. U cant force it , unless u are ready
 

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