Today all the stressful things happened, and it's isolated me from people that I cared about forcefully, I cannot take anymore.
I have two methods, and I'm wondering on which would be better, and pros and cons.
My method one is The Night-Night method, I'd just, lay down and get comfortably on the floor of my bedroom, and wrap the tape around my neck, maybe throw some music on in the background to comfort me and keep me calm while I go through with everything. I have a roommate in this apartment, but they don't really check in on me, so they probably won't find me, nobody will probably find me for a few days after I've died, and it'll probably be one friend calling the police for a welfare check.
The other method is kind of, more intense, I am considering renting a car with the money I have, and just, taking it to a very remote area and just, going full speed into a tree or a wall or something, similar concept as the other method, put on some music, and just, accelerate and lay back let the car get up to speed, find a suitable place and just, crash at high speed.
I very much just... I want to be relaxed for my final moments... I want to be relaxed and feel happy for the first time in ages, just one last time
I have two methods, and I'm wondering on which would be better, and pros and cons.
My method one is The Night-Night method, I'd just, lay down and get comfortably on the floor of my bedroom, and wrap the tape around my neck, maybe throw some music on in the background to comfort me and keep me calm while I go through with everything. I have a roommate in this apartment, but they don't really check in on me, so they probably won't find me, nobody will probably find me for a few days after I've died, and it'll probably be one friend calling the police for a welfare check.
The other method is kind of, more intense, I am considering renting a car with the money I have, and just, taking it to a very remote area and just, going full speed into a tree or a wall or something, similar concept as the other method, put on some music, and just, accelerate and lay back let the car get up to speed, find a suitable place and just, crash at high speed.
I very much just... I want to be relaxed for my final moments... I want to be relaxed and feel happy for the first time in ages, just one last time
. I've read several posts on Reddit by people who went with the second option & obviously lived to write about it. Some were in better condition than others. So, there's that. Also, it sounds like you're making this decision rather impulsively. I recommend taking some time to consider if this is really what you want to do, or if it's a knee-jerk reaction to something that won't even matter a few years from now.
