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eveastra

eveastra

Stargirl
Apr 14, 2024
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I've been suicidal since i was twelve, woosh, tough i know, but life went on, every other year i would attempt again and again, that was until 2021in 2021, in addition to being groomed three times and sexually traumatized, i lost my grip on reality, i disassociated so hard i didnt even have the strength to be suicidal, i was in a limbo, in 2022, my long term friend group broke up, it was the hardest thing i ever went through, i was isolated. i became mute for two days, one of those in which i disassociated while driving and got into an accident. then things went on. so did misery and hollowness....until 2024, things are much worse, i am always smoking weed to function, i have decided to start planning my exit. and im sharing these as a start to my journey,
"get me away from here im dying, sing me a song to set me free"
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Welcome to the forum! Good luck with your plans and I wish you all the best!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really sounds like you've suffered so much but anyway I wish you the best in your plans
 

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