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Title says it all sort of. Interacting with others face to face and having to work in customer service causes a decent chunk of my stress. Of course even if everything was perfect I'd still be anxious and depressed sometimes, they aren't going away anytime soon, but it'd be a lot less. It'd also be nice cause I could isolate and watch anime or read or play videogames until I decide I'm ready to CTB. When I go, I wanna go by myself peacefully after a nice day.

I'd love to find remote work, or maybe a job where I don't have to talk to others as much. I lived in a touristy area, now in a college town, and have mainly worked customer service jobs since I was a teen. It sucks.

I just wanna lock myself in a one bedroom apartment and never talk to people in real life. I wouldn't want to go full NEET and be jobless or live with family, but I don't want to see anyone either. Just me and my cat.

Anyone else feel like this? If anyone has a lifestyle similar to or like this, how is it?
 
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