I think i am ready to go

[cluelesstowhyimhere]

I have been suicidal since I was eleven years old. And I have always tried to move past in the hope that things would get better. But I am now nineteen and I still feel just as hopeless as I did 8 years ago. Nothing has changed except the fact that I am older. I am now searching to purchase sodium nitrite, although I don't know which websites are credible. There is a kind of peace in finally knowing what you want, even if no one else understands it.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

Hi I'm sorry you feel this way at such a young age. Have you tried medication? It might help with the depression.

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad
hope you find the relief you search for