I think I am gonna take SN today. (A bit rushed)

[PAfb_640]

I'm gonna take SN today. I'm not in the mood to be meticulous so I'll probably take a spoonful, or maybe the entire packet and mix it in a cup of water. I only have SN, no side stuff. I already lost appetite - probably because I am subconciously fasting for this. We'll see how it goes.

My tipping point is kinda stupid. I hate driving but my dad is forcing me to get a license anyway. I did my first few classes and I hate it more. I feel trapped. I don't have a future anyway. I won't have a good job, I won't be a husband and father. I will not emigrate to a more suitable country. I will die alone.

 

[Forveleth]

This is not a method to half-ass. One of the biggest sources if failure for SN comes from people not following the protocol. Fast for 8 hours. Weigh your SN. Doing it correctly means you only have to do it once.

 

[kufajoy]

You shouldn't decide suicide when you are in panic mode. When you feel calm think about it again. Suicide always deserve a second thought. And off course follow the protocol

 

[woodlandcreature]

PLEASE do not rush this! it won't help anything and it's very dangerous!

 

[fedup1982]

Dying is HARD. Doing anything half arsed is inviting failures and suffering and permanent damage.

I'm sorry you're feeling like this. I know the feeling.

 

[dewdfish]

I understand how you feel but PLEASE do not do it in a rushed moment. It invites failure. Protocol is there for a reason, even if you don't have all of the stuff necessary for it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

A spoonful of SN is way too little, and a cup of water is way too much. I hope you decided not to.