I think 2026 will be the end.

[dying2026]

Should have done it years ago. I feel dead already. I'm so mentally fucked up. I would like to live life if I found it enjoyable but everything feels like a chore. My life is just empty. It's devoid of any enjoyment. It's devoid of love. I don't feel that 'sad' but I don't feel happy, I don't feel satisfied, I don't feel I belong, I don't feel comfortable. My existence just feels wrong. This isn't a life I want to live for many years to come.

 

[cakedog]

I think 2026 will be the end for me too
planning to do it in the first days of january at the absolute latest
hope everything goes ok for you

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand finding it torturous to exist, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer again, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[snow leopard]

Should have done it years ago. I feel dead already. I'm so mentally fucked up. I would like to live life if I found it enjoyable but everything feels like a chore. My life is just empty. It's devoid of any enjoyment. It's devoid of love. I don't feel that 'sad' but I don't feel happy, I don't feel satisfied, I don't feel I belong, I don't feel comfortable. My existence just feels wrong. This isn't a life I want to live for many years to come.

I feel the same way, being broke, living loveless, shitty life with dysfunctional body and mind (aspergers, learning disability, social anxiety) but somehow it is my fault for not "trying enough". Still feeling stuck as i can't leave my mom dealing with my death but once stars align my SN is ready.

 

[Liebestod]

It could be the end for me too, it depends though. I could live a little while longer but definitely not past 2028.