ive been feeling really shitty all day today, hating myself every other thought. i really want to go cut myself in one of the campus bathrooms but im not because when i cut it always gets really bloody and i dont want to have to clean up the blood drops on the floor.
so im waiting until classes are over so i can go back to my dorm room and cut my arms in the shower.
so im waiting until classes are over so i can go back to my dorm room and cut my arms in the shower.
