Story I really don't wanna live anymore

[Dödsorsaken]

I have tried killing myself so many times.. jumped of a bridge.. broke both legs etc. cut my throat open.. od many many times.. I'm done fighting spent more then a year in a mental hospital tried about any treatment. I'm finished. To much abuse in life. I want it to stop. I think I will go in 2 weeks. I don't know how to spend it but I'm glad it is over soon. Just waiting for my supply so it will be peaceful at the end. I feel safe hear and will keep you updated before I go. Wish me good look and feel free to ask any questions.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. It sounds like you have been through a lot. I can imagine it must be a relief to be able to exit peacefully. I wish you the best.

 

[Dödsorsaken]

I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. It sounds like you have been through a lot. I can imagine it must be a relief to be able to exit peacefully. I wish you the best.

Thank you kind strange.

 

[whatevs]

Did you slit your own throat? How did that happen?? Were you on drugs?

 

[Zzzzz]

May you find peace.

 

[Dödsorsaken]

Did you slit your own throat? How did that

Did you slit your own throat? How did that happen?? Were you on drugs?

Vodka and razoblade you use for feet. I was locked up at the mentally hospital but I could go out and by snacks at the store and saw them so I bought then and came back and started cutting the throat.. the psychological pain was stronger then the physical pain so I kept going until I almost passed out.. then the staff noticed when I wasn't responding. Almost died.

 

[whatevs]

Vodka and razoblade you use for feet. I was locked up at the mentally hospital but I could go out and by snacks at the store and saw them so I bought then and came back and started cutting the throat.. the psychological pain was stronger then the physical pain so I kept going until I almost passed out.. then the staff noticed when I wasn't responding. Almost died.

That's horrible, man. You really have been looking for Death, don't you... I hope you find peace, whether is dying or finding a way to live.

Actually, dying from exsanguination might be an appealing method, no? Seneca comes to mind.

 

[Rabhen]

I have tried killing myself so many times.. jumped of a bridge.. broke both legs etc. cut my throat open.. od many many times.. I'm done fighting spent more then a year in a mental hospital tried about any treatment. I'm finished. To much abuse in life. I want it to stop. I think I will go in 2 weeks. I don't know how to spend it but I'm glad it is over soon. Just waiting for my supply so it will be peaceful at the end. I feel safe hear and will keep you updated before I go. Wish me good look and feel free to ask any questions.

I feel your pain. I would like for you to find comfort and peace. I so understand about the never ending abuse. Emotional exhaustion is more debilitating than arms and legs popping out of sockets. I learned to live with my limbs coming out, I fall, drop things, get bruised yada yada yada but I can manage. The emotional exhaustion prevents me from feeling able to continue on in any way other than in a total checked out fog.

 

[gracefulexit]

Hey, sorry about the painful exit experiences you had to endure due to this pos earth. Hopefully, this site will give you better and painless ways to exit. You must have balls as big as this earth. Look up barbecue charcoal. Cheap and with your ball or should be super easy and fairly quick. Good luck!

 

[sharky]

I hope with all my heart that you find peace soon, one way or another.