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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
it hurts physically

internet cant replace real life
 
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satou

not yet
Sep 3, 2018
225
The better I feel the more lonely I get...

When I feel depressed I don't feel that lonely, because I just get emotionally numb. But when my mood improves, I am also able to think more clearly and able to see how messed up my life is and how I am completely lacking in any social relations outside of my immediate family.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
The better I feel the more lonely I get...

When I feel depressed I don't feel that lonely. But when my mood improves, I am also able to think more clearly and able to see how messed up my life is and how I am completely lacking in any social relations outside of my immediate family.

sounds familiar
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
I understand this feeling. Outside of people on here and other CTB spaces, I haven't had a real interaction with people in months. Total isolation. You're not alone in this pain.
 
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