Venting I need to leave this site behind this shit is not sustainable

[TekkenPlayer]

I really want my suicidal ideations to just end at some point pls. I had higher hopes for this year but things didn't turn out quite how I wanted so I'm feeling extra shit. Maybe the winter weather is contributing as well idk but I really wouldn't mind if a big ass truck made people refer to me exclusively on the past tense.
Anyways my point is I hope I never get the need to check this website again cuz that'll mean I'm finally out of the rut

 

[timf]

Sometimes people can see life as what happens to them and sometimes people can see life as a series of opportunities to try to take control of their life. Those of us that didn't get a great skill set when we grew up for how to live life have to experiment to learn for ourselves how to take control. For example how to set boundaries or even push toxic people out of our lives, How to find those interests and activities we enjoy, and how to build relationships with others.

The experimental model comes with making a lot of mistakes. However, as one accumulates skills that work, life does get better.