I need to kill myself now

[noely]

New user here, i was wondering if anyone could pretty please tell me how to fucking kill myself lmao. I am tired of waking up in a hospital. I need some type of poison and i need to know that it will work. I've taken copious amounts of cocaine, ecstasy and xan bars but i wake up every single fucking time and i've absolutely had it. I scroll through the forums and I see you all buying drugs and or poisons on the dark web but I do not want to wait that long. Can i buy cyanide in person? Will rat poison work? Can i even buy rat poison, and where? I want to be gone, please help me.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

It's honestly a process like anything else in life. You need to do some proper research and find the method that works best for you. If you try to rush it you'll most likely fail and end up in a worse situation then you're already in.

There's a plethora of resources available to you here. They are only a quick search away. Here's a good start though

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

A lot of people here, myself included, know what it is like to attempt in desperation and fail. Not fun at all.

If this is something you are set on nobody will stop you. But we recommend you take some time, discuss, read, learn. Find what will work best for you. Some people find their peaceful way out, some people find hope and keep trying to live. Time can show which will happen for you, but rash attempts usually make things worse.

 

[dominodux]

Dont do it with rat poison pls, is quite painful and lot of chance of failure because it is no more sold pure 100% but in a lower percentage mixed with grain and flour, even rats are suffering lots for hours before dying, on human would give days of pain.

 

[azucaramargo]

it is no more sold pure 100% but in a lower percentage mixed with grain and flour

So interesting! Why do you think that is?

 

[Hollow men]

I think Sodium Nitrite is the easiest option, for me at least

 

[DyingEmperor2]

Drop hanging is another relatively painless option and it's near instant. One does have to be careful to do it right (to avoid death by strangulation), but it doesn't involve acquiring expensive or illegal substances.

 

[dominodux]

So interesting! Why do you think that is?

They started producing a low concentration rat poison mixed with food for two main reasons:

1) avoid people suicide or kill someone with rat poison, that tend to be odorless and flavorless, with lower concentration there is more time to get to the hospital
2) attracting more rats with wholegrain mixed at the poison

So for what i know, now they sell only poisoned cereals for rats and finding rat poison 100% pure can be difficult.

For what i know there are three kind of rat poison: zinc based that will destroy stomach, chrloride based that mostly wil cause an effect similar to hypothermy and a sulphuric based that attacks rat lungs. None of them is painless and quick because rats can smell easily any other kind of painless chemical.

 

[azucaramargo]

They started producing a low concentration rat poison mixed with food for two main reasons:

1) avoid people suicide or kill someone with rat poison, that tend to be odorless and flavorless, with lower concentration there is more time to get to the hospital
2) attracting more rats with wholegrain mixed at the poison

So for what i know, now they sell only poisoned cereals for rats and finding rat poison 100% pure can be difficult.

For what i know there are three kind of rat poison: zinc based that will destroy stomach, chrloride based that mostly wil cause an effect similar to hypothermy and a sulphuric based that attacks rat lungs. None of them is painless and quick because rats can smell easily any other kind of painless chemical.

Thank you so much, Dominodux! You're so learned! xxx