Venting I need to die

[princeseadove]

I try over and over. I have been trying to die, I just can't live. I already abandoned all hope, there is just my dreams, and I hope my delusions would make it a reality for me when I'm inches away from CTB. Waiting till I finally move is not working out. God. I need to die. There's no way I cannot die. I am miserable, my whole life, my childhood washed up with the most horrible shit. I have nobody. I need to die, please just kill me. Everything hurts, I'm so tired of mentally struggling. Please. Please. Please let me pass. Let me die. I can't do this anymore. I need to die. There's no healing for me, none, I need my peace please

 

[moonlightbeach]

same

 

[Dejected 55]

I get a little closer every day. I hope things work out for me when I finally get to the day... I hope you are able to find your peace as well.

 

[Vernon/dozen79]

Thank you with all my heart I hope you find peace too