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Otter55

Member
Nov 21, 2025
38
I need out. I have tried years now. I need out. I even had fentanyl and am not a user of it & didn't die. 3 times. It is only getting worse & I will be so financially broke soon, due to inability to work, that I will be trying to get out on the streets. I need to die before that happens. Ugh. It is wrong that we cant get assisted suicide if we decide to.I need an angel of mercy. Anyone get oxycitin online? I heard you can get drugs online.
 
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Baisley

Student
Jan 18, 2025
178
There is no easy way to ctb. I want to CTB now also. The only easy way I think, is if you have access to a gun. I wish I had one or someone would just kill me.
 
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Otter55

Member
Nov 21, 2025
38
There is no easy way to ctb. I want to CTB now also. The only easy way I think, is if you have access to a gun. I wish I had one or someone would just kill me.
Me too. I tried to order on dw and couldn't. Its cruel. Dr's could relieve this. I bought helium tank & found out its too low helium. Won't work and I am broke now and got fentanyl but also nope. Its dark and scary and I am sorry so sorry you know this too. I am saving pills again but wish oxy was easy to get... good luck and I do hope a miracle happens & your life got magically good. But ya. I wish that for us all but ...
 
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Otter55

Member
Nov 21, 2025
38
There is no easy way to ctb. I want to CTB now also. The only easy way I think, is if you have access to a gun. I wish I had one or someone would just kill me.
🤗🤗 me too.
 

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