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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I'm really close to just ending it all. All I can do now is find ways to make myself laugh to make it more bearable. Anything to distract from IRL and what people are actually like is good. It's hard to relax or enjoy anything right now.

I'm shutting down from stress here.
 
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BipolarExpress

BipolarExpress

he/him · tired/exhausted
Nov 11, 2022
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Wow, the Windows XP shutdown sound! That's a blast from the past.

I'm sorry you're feeling that way, by the way. I feel similarly—I'm trying to have as much fun as possible before I say adieu.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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I'm struggling.
 
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