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32yroldloser

32yroldloser

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Jan 27, 2025
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i have no idea why i was complaining during this time period but it was the peak of my life, me and my brother getting stoned hanging out having fun, then he stopped and only smoked less and less and i didn't want to pressure him so i smoked by myself.

then eventually it just wasn't the same anymore because i got outed and i everyone treated me like a monster.

I lost all privileges from my family except not being homeless and i wish the days of me and my brother getting stoned would come back.

that was the peak of my life.
i just want to die. i have no bonds in life i miss having a friend. we would have interesting chats while stoned and honestly the only substance i would do now is weed, opiates are too expensive and it's not that fun.
 
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Same, but cousins in my case.
 

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