Dante_
Global Mod | No future
- Feb 27, 2025
- 292
This will be short...
As the weeks have gone by, I feel like I've changed...for the worst. Maybe i'm a bit traumatized because I have a few moments of clarify, aware of what's happened but then the heaviness hits that yeah I can't talk to her ever again like I used to for over a year, sometimes I even question if I was enough as a friend, did I say what needed to be said when I should've even if I couldn't say goodbye. I even think about her more than anyone else I've lost irl because i guess this loss is different, maybe one that I was supposed to be aware was more than likely to happen because that's just how things go...but she's gone, just like that.
As the weeks have gone by, I feel like I've changed...for the worst. Maybe i'm a bit traumatized because I have a few moments of clarify, aware of what's happened but then the heaviness hits that yeah I can't talk to her ever again like I used to for over a year, sometimes I even question if I was enough as a friend, did I say what needed to be said when I should've even if I couldn't say goodbye. I even think about her more than anyone else I've lost irl because i guess this loss is different, maybe one that I was supposed to be aware was more than likely to happen because that's just how things go...but she's gone, just like that.
