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bunn

bunn

cutting addict į²˜ā‘…š‘¼ they/them
Dec 11, 2025
7
i miiissss cutting myself but i cant cut deep like i used to :(
i love having big scars and i want them again but im such a pussy now </3
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
637
That's a good thing! Deep scars are really easy to fuck up and cause a one way trip to the emergency room followed by the nerves no longer working as well and nerves never heal.

You could instead look at photos of deep scars and use your imagination?
 
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deadngoresurgery

deadngoresurgery

Jezebel
Jan 10, 2026
39
i miiissss cutting myself but i cant cut deep like i used to :(
i love having big scars and i want them again but im such a pussy now </3
i wish i could, but im too pussy and coward for it. i pass out anytime i get cut cuz i have low pain tolerance, which fucking sucks
 
FullCircle

FullCircle

Out came the wolves.
Nov 20, 2018
108
Same. I hate the scars (I have a tattoo covering the ones on my arm). My legs are a mess. I used to cut deep when I was single and it made me feel better for a while. Now I'm married and I can't get away with waking up in a pool of blood without him freaking out, or finding the razor blades or blood soaked towels. Or seeing my cuts because they take forever to heal. Man I miss it so much.
 
Deepdense

Deepdense

Student
Dec 30, 2025
147
Honestly, it's smart of you to not be cutting yourself. Maybe my dumbass will wise up one day.
 

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