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Idk man, I have a few reasons to live, but I don't think it outweighs the crushing weight of waking up everyday

I won't even be able to buy any quick CTB poisons. I might just go with hanging, I already tried to test hang myself for a few seconds two weeks ago, without any planning, and it wasn't pleasant at all
 
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