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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
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I had the intention to my scooter.
My sickness is hard to control.
I did all what I shouldn't do.
And is all what I shouldn't be.
I waiting to hear insults and triggers.
I' m disconnectwe from the world.
I talk differently. Too much silence as well. Too much noise. Too many movements and judgement and malevolence and tribal setting. And I'm too nice, silent and akward when you expect nothing good to happen but challenges and trials, uavong to uandwl mental illness with all this. An overwhelming one.
 
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