• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

P

pandabe78

Member
May 6, 2025
7
Lately my mental health has been just getting worse and worse and then it's gonna sound so stupid. A two year old broke my headphones. I love my headphones they're my escape and they're specifically a kind that covers the ear entirely. Which I love. My headphones are my escape from reality and my safe haven. They are how I chill out and how I get through stuff. And I'm just thinking maybe this is a sign that I should do it. And by the way I don't blame the two year old he's two he doesn't know anything
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: Sannti, kunikuzushi, Carrot and 3 others
cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Wizard
Mar 15, 2025
682
Things like that send me spiraling downward too. I don't think it's stupid. We don't ask for much, we don't have much.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Carrot
Rynalia

Rynalia

Who even am I?
Apr 22, 2025
229
I know this feeling so much. (Although I'm more of an IEM nut just for the portability and because I like lying down when listening for long sessions).

People around me don't seem to understand how important some stuff is to my life and well-being.

When accidents happen and that stuff breaks, they don't understand how much of an impact it could have on my stability, which I already have almost none of.

It sets me off real hard--often into a downward spiral. Then when someone inevitably says, "but it's just x it's not a big deal," it just sets me off even harder.

The nerve of some people, I swear. Just 'cause it ain't a big deal to you doesn't mean it isn't for someone else.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: Carrot
Higurashi415

Higurashi415

Experienced
Aug 23, 2024
239
I understand completely. When I put on a set of headphones for the first time it was like seeing color for the first time.
I'm sorry.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Carrot
Carrot

Carrot

Experienced
Feb 25, 2025
295
Death by a thousand cuts.

Reminds me of when a calm kid does something terrible because of something small. Maybe if they get bullied eventually they will snap, even if it's over something seemingly minor.

I have a favourite mug. And a few silly things that are highlights of my life.

Sorry about your headphones.
 

Similar threads

nummie
Replies
5
Views
497
Suicide Discussion
honorando
honorando
miq2k
Replies
5
Views
409
Suicide Discussion
onmywaytothebusstop
onmywaytothebusstop
usernamesarehard
Replies
10
Views
611
Suicide Discussion
usernamesarehard
usernamesarehard
suacide
Replies
10
Views
751
Suicide Discussion
adoptedpain
adoptedpain
either/or
Venting New here
Replies
4
Views
407
Recovery
a-fond-farewell
a-fond-farewell