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Apr 4, 2021
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What's the point of living this miserable fucking life? I can't cope with this anymore I'm tired of pretending I'm okay, like I'm not planning my next attempt. I'm gonna be dead soon cos fuck this life. The more I live the more I regret it, it's like a punishment. I can't be happy anymore.

I kinda hate my boyfriend but I'm stuck with him because who the fuck else would wanna be with someone like me. He's all I have really but he can just be such an arsehole sometimes. I don't know what I wanna do with my life I'm 25 and I'm just wasting it but I don't even wanna do anything but die. I thought I'd be dead at 21 but for some reason I'm still here even after my attempts. Spent nearly 2 years sectioned in a hospital and that didn't help much, apart from making me never wanna go back there.

I love my parents. I love my dog. But I just don't think I can stay any longer. I feel sorry for my parents, that they got me. Im useless and a waste of space. I'm so tempted to order SN again and no fucking around this time. Last time I didn't have any anti emetics so I didn't take my SN straight away and I got caught then sectioned. Either that or I will just hang myself.
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish to be free from it all, I understand feeling so tired of suffering this existence, I hope you find peace.
 
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