I just want to be loved tonight.

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

My workplace is teetering on the edge of a riot. I'm financially devastated. I am powerless to help my mother out of a crisis she is in. I am exhausted and terrified.

I just want to be loved tonight, until I can get home and get some sleep. If you have the time, if you feel inclined, speak life into an aspiring gymnast turned social work experiment.

Thank you!

 

[Macedonian1987]

I wish I could just sit with you for a bit, because that is a truly unfair amount of weight for one person to carry. You're so much more than a "social work experiment"—you're someone who deserves to feel safe, deeply loved, and finally get some rest tonight.

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

I wish I could just sit with you for a bit, because that is a truly unfair amount of weight for one person to carry. You're so much more than a "social work experiment"—you're someone who deserves to feel safe, deeply loved, and finally get some rest tonight.

Thank you so much for stopping by! Things have calmed down a bit. Just one guy moaning like Scrooge on Christmas night because he is high on spice. I just hope we don't have to get police involved. I'll need a weapon then!

 

[unluckysadness]

I send you hugs

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

I send you hugs

It's odd to be noticed by strangers and invisible to people you know.

 

[Worndown]

Most people try to avoid conversations like these.
Here, it is always the subject of choice.

How are you feeling after some sleep?

 

[Shadows From Hell]

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Sending love, you are in my thoughts. Hope you will have a restful sleep.

 

[truehappiness]

My workplace is teetering on the edge of a riot. I'm financially devastated. I am powerless to help my mother out of a crisis she is in. I am exhausted and terrified.

I just want to be loved tonight, until I can get home and get some sleep. If you have the time, if you feel inclined, speak life into an aspiring gymnast turned social work experiment.

Thank you!

May everything go well for you <3
I am always here if you need someone to talk to. Well- for as long as I am alive that is ^^'

 

[Mirrors]

Sending you love and support. I hope you can feel some warmth and relief tonight.

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

I had to work at my other job after my shift ended. My akathisia was horrendous. So tired I could barely hold my head up. And I'm back at the shelter again.

I'm not terrified anymore. But I have no desire to leave my apartment ever again. Or eat, for that matter.

 

[schoolgirlbyosamu]

Hi there friend.

I hope to be able to extend some loving arms to you. There is much here that seems to be weighing heavily, rightfully so. Financial devastation, helplessness, hopelessness.. It sound incredibly tiring.

I see you here, friend. Even if it may mean very little from a person on the internet, I am very proud of you. For at the very least, you have come here, and asked for some living words. You deserve all the softness and kindness of the world, the fantastical safety that doesn't feel real or proper. I hope the days coming are kinder to you, sincerely I do.

There is much love swirling around

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

Most people try to avoid conversations like these.
Here, it is always the subject of choice.

How are you feeling after some sleep?

Better. Not terrified but still absolutely wiped. FWIW, I'm at work again.

May everything go well for you <3
I am always here if you need someone to talk to. Well- for as long as I am alive that is ^^'

Wanna start a chat?

Hi there friend.

I hope to be able to extend some loving arms to you. There is much here that seems to be weighing heavily, rightfully so. Financial devastation, helplessness, hopelessness.. It sound incredibly tiring.

I see you here, friend. Even if it may mean very little from a person on the internet, I am very proud of you. For at the very least, you have come here, and asked for some living words. You deserve all the softness and kindness of the world, the fantastical safety that doesn't feel real or proper. I hope the days coming are kinder to you, sincerely I do.

There is much love swirling around

Thank you for visiting. The instigators of the riot are basically unpunished. What else is new? But I won't back down.

As for my mom, I can't save her financially, but I can offer my presence. Everything else will eventually resolve. But when, damnit?

 

[Worndown]

Glad you are less terrified. That is no way to go through life.
Is it an anxiety issue? That can be managed. You have a lot going on and anxiety will magnify the stress.

 

[Pluto]

 

[pleaseletmeperish]

I hope you are feeling better now. Really rooting for you!

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Ah I wish I could've replied yesterday, but I suppose later is better than never.

You should know that are worthy of love, rest, and gentleness last night and beyond. I truly hope you find immense peace. Sending you warmth and care. As you can see from the replies here, you've got people rooting for you.