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Venting I just wanna be normal

CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
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I wanna wake up happy, because it's friday. Then go to school/work and feel like i'm learning or being useful. Then hang out with friends and be happy with them like how I used to. I want to know what it's like to be in a relationship like everyone else seems to be in. I want to play games to be happy and not to escape reality. I want to go to sleep not asking myself why I don't just commit suicide. I want to be proud of something, feel like i'm talented in some way and be confident.

All these normal things I may never experience in the future.
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

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Jun 15, 2018
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Hope you get experience at least of of these
 
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anuglymale

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Feb 16, 2019
91
I agree. I don't even want to be happy, I just want bad feelings to go
 
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