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vision

vision

Same world, another vision
Aug 28, 2025
3
The point is i'm afraid of ctb because of my mom wouldn't recover that, my dad already ctb when i was 7, soon me, her child.. she's gonna become crazy, i don't want her to live that a second time
But i am so bad rn i freaky want to die, i just start a formation, my first job and i already dream to never work again and just die in a field looking at the stars and it's over, no more problems no more works ni more asshole repending rumors on me
But at the same time every day i think of how i can be better, i have one dream in my sport and i want to make my dream come true, so i just take over myself and tell me i need to don't give up on my sport but this is so hard every day i went on so many emotion during my working day i'm almost crying in front of my co-worker
I Needed to write this somewhere i can be understand thanks for reading this, and i'm sorry english isn't my first language, i'm french
The text is a little disorganized i hope you understand what i mean
Love you all
 
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ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
531
You're in a safe space at SaSu. No one will judge you for venting. I'm so sorry for what you're going through. We're all connected here by shared suffering and I feel your pain. My parents will also be devastated when I ctb but I truly don't see any way out. I'm trapped in an inescapable hell and there's no other way out for me.
 
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braintorture

Member
Oct 19, 2025
15
I wish you best of luck. La France à Macron is terribly tough to go through these days. I'm sorry about everything that happened to you.

If I had to advise you - I'd recommend you try to talk to your mom about how you feel and see if you can get help.
Stick to your dreams for now as you still probably have willpower to make them come true.

Bon courage.
 
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