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Surai

Surai

born on a sinking ship
Mar 26, 2024
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I think it was meant to be, for us to leave. And I never thought I would say this. We were falling out of light. To a night that never ended. But it can. And it will. But how long can we wait. Not too long I hope. I lost u when I was a kid. And now I'm chasing a faint memory. But we're real. What's real anymore. It all feels fake. I don't love. It was never meant, for us to live here. To be here. It was never meant. And you can probably tell. What had inspired me. What inspires us other than, what doesn't. And I never thought things would turn out like this. When you have dreams as a kid. But you grow up to realize. They were just as real as fantasies. It tears you apart. And you would rather not get up. You would rather not try. Because you know what you would see. It gets dull. When you memorize the map. Because there isn't anything new to discover. And what you do discover somehow makes it all worse. I just hope it isn't too much. I just hope it isn't too much.
 
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sweetdrowning

living ghost
Jan 2, 2026
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Sending warmth to you. The way you describe it feels similar to my own mind. I don't feel i was meant to live in this reality
 
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